Renewed faith in love
Love can be tough when you’re older, divorced and wondering what’s next. I know I felt relatively certain my “love life” was over at age 49, but I changed my mind when I lost my career a few years after my divorce…
Going only on my own desire to try something completely different, I started my own dating service. There I spent some serious time learning from hundreds of 40+ singles about what it feels like to know that you are far too young to give up on love, and yet fearful that you may be too disillusioned to ever try again. What I discovered is that there are quite a few of us who have lost our faith in love, and that included me!
So I got busy changing my mind. With my natural stubborn streak and extensive background in psychology, I used decades of personal experience with love and disappointment to turn my attitude around. First I began to finally value my mysterious and yet powerful personal guidance system. I quit interrupting when it was trying to tell me something important. Enough “rational” assessments of my situation. What did I want right now?
I also knew I needed to forgive myself for everything in my past, but what was the best way to do that?
Slowly I created a formula which included finding new self-respect for where I was at, appreciating how I got there, and devising various ways to love myself into believing in love again. I saw how much I feared love, and began searching out those experiences in my past that were keeping me stuck.
My formula included focusing on my own unique shame and trust issues, forgiving myself for past mistakes, listening to my inner wisdom, and utilizing cathartic techniques to change my beliefs about what love might have to offer me now.
My solutions worked for me! How did I know? I met the love of my life a few months after I decided to change.
I so hate to watch others suffer, so six years after I met Mike I completed my book: How To Believe In Love Again: Opening to Forgiveness, Trust, and Your Own Inner Wisdom.
Are you ready to acknowledge that you have also lost your faith in love? Read my book and then make believing in love again your highest priority! It worked for me… it will probably work for you!
I worked for 25 years as a research librarian before transitioning into my present work as a writer and psychotherapist. I hold three graduate degrees including one in counseling psychology. Don’t miss my popular blog: MidlifeCrisisQueen.com.
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This week we have some actual excavation going on on our foothills building site! YES!
We had a lovely home in the suburbs, but Mike always said he wasn’t moving again until we got a view.. well I guess we will get that with our new home!
I am pleasingly surprised at how much I love the rural life. When we go up to visit our new home site, I just have to pinch myself to believe this will all be ours!
From one miserable, unemployed divorcee to a happily married writer with a bright new life up in those beautiful hills in just ten years… can’t beat that!
Eat your heart out JOHN… You know who you are!
If you truly do want to change and find a way to love yourself and others, go study this article by the Dalai Lama.
Then take small steps everyday towards living it. I guarantee this simple practice will lighten your load, and light the way towards a much better life and a much better world… one full of love!
Don’t we all want to make the perfect match, and then live happily ever after? The only problem with that plan is that life will get in the way. It always does.
You would probably not believe the number of romantic challenges Mike and I have faced in the past year. The year began with a possible plan to move to Ecuador to save money. That plan fell through for a number of reasons, when I went to Cuenca for a short visit last September.
Plan B was to find a reasonably priced piece of land in southern Colorado with a great view. We achieved that goal fairly easily.
The hard part was emptying out our present home in Fort Collins, fixing it up, staging it, selling it and then moving all of our earthly possessions to a small rental in a town in southern Colorado. If you don’t see a few major romantic challenges there, you have no experience in relationships!
Stress equals arguments. Change equals disagreements… that’s about the size of it.
We just got a permit to start building a solar home on the land pictured above… wish us both luck!
I have to say, I am very impressed with the emotional intelligence of this young writer in her 20s. This list: “20 Things You Need to Accept About Your 20s” is quite useful for those of all ages.
And when it comes to love, truer words were never spoken!
“The first time you fall in love probably won’t be the last. There are different kinds of love and people that will come into your life for different reasons.”
How useful to know this for certain at age 20, instead of trying to “make” everything last.
But my favorite love truth is this:
“When you do find your person, they aren’t going to be perfect. Your relationship or marriage will be hard sometimes. It isn’t about thinking someone is perfect; it’s about knowing that they are perfect for you. You need to marry your best friend, not your “dream” man or woman.